Boomz :D

2012-02-27T22:17:00.001+08:00

Dance today was productive. We manage to perspire. And learn smtg new. And i finally get to eat my asam pedas mmmmmdap! I love spending my time with As and Edora :)

Idky ive been feeling so distance from you lately. Why why why? Or is it just me being me? You know im super paranoid right. So yeah.

Fucken hell i miss you like crazy sighhh :') I cant wait to see you hug you kiss you cuddle with you everything lah with you.

30 mths = 2 years 6mths :')
I cant believe we're gonna be celebrating our 3rd anniversary in 6 mths time. And even though the quote through thick and think is overrated, weve really been literally been through thick and thin together. And im so happy and lucky and blesses to be with him :')

Things at home suck cos of stepdad. I wish he would just get the fuck off from this house. He spoilt my entire life. Fucken hell said cannot touch his things which is the tv and fridge and washing machine. Fucken hell. He doesnt know how to be a dad. Like seriously. And my mum sighhhh not doing anything about it.

K bye.

2012-02-27T22:14:00.001+08:00

Good evening!

2012-02-23T00:52:00.001+08:00

Hows everyone doing? Actually right idk what to blog about but i just feel like blogging so im gonna blog whatever is on my mind right now.

I miss the boy so fucken much i can cry! :( Im sorry if this is so dramatic but yea i really did feel like crying just now. Idky. PMS? Cannot be.

Now i really feel like privating this blog hahahaha.

I need another job. Seriously.

K lah bye.

Im back!

2012-02-12T13:35:00.001+08:00

HELLO BITCHES!

I dont think anyone reads my blog anymore. Oh well.

Im currently like in this arguement with fi :( I hate this feeling. I swear i love only him. I dont ever wanna hurt him anymore.

Sigh so we got into this arguement cos of my stupidity. K my fault. But i was so stress out. And the only thing i could turn to was alcohol. And that one night i only drank 3 cups of it. Cos i know i dont want anything to happen to me even though i was in good hands with asnida and shikin.

I dont want to have to repeat this heart wrenching pain again. For 2 fucken mths fi left me. I learnt to be more stronger then. But i dont think i can be that strong anymore.

I hope he can trust me again. All i ever ask from him was his love and trust for me. Thats the only thing i ever wanted from fi. Oh and for him to lead me to the right path.

I dont know i'll do without him :( I cant imagine my life without him.

Thanks blogger for being here fore now :')

Guys

2011-08-19T01:36:00.001+08:00

Guys are so typically alike. They always say that theyre not the same like the others. Whatever k. A lot of them tends to talk more but no action is done. All talk no action. I just realize that. They lie too much. And they think that we girls are stupid. Their lies are so transparent. Liars! They think they have power over us. Wait till youre married k.

Idk why im talking about guys. But my bf sucks sometimes. Banyak kau punya kena confine pasal gaduh. Ughhhh!

I hope noone reads my blog anymore. Maybe privating this blog soon.

I am totally bored.

2011-06-09T23:24:00.004+08:00

Hi! How's life?
I'm so bored. And i'm working tmr. I am sick and tired of work alr. The same boring old routine every single day. But the best thing about work is that time passed by so fast. And before i know it, tmr is alr Friday! At last!
I love Friday, Sunday and Monday cos' i get to spend it with my baby. Awwww~ Ppl might think that i'm so obssess with him(I am). Meow~ Hehe. Now every stupid song i have in my phone reminds me of him. Really. I'm not kidding.

Have you heard? I'm taking my Olevels next year. Thought of taking private diploma straightaway, but the thing is, i am too lazy to work to save up for the fees. It's gonna cost a bomb. And i don't want to stress my baby out so...i'm just going to go with the flow.

I'm taking up in-line skating now with S. Cos' i've not been dancing for a long time :( and i need to do smtg to keep my body fit or i'll grow all fat and out-of-proportion. I can't wait to buy my own blades. I'm so sick and tired of seeing girls with skateboards(trying to act cool). You don't have to know how to skate to get the skater boys you know. You just have to doll yourself up and they will come running to you.

Ta.

You have got to watch how sexy she is.

2011-06-09T23:20:00.001+08:00

My baby's favourite song sang by Lyss :D

2011-06-09T21:35:00.001+08:00

This is so cute!

2011-06-09T20:37:00.000+08:00

Critical Acclaim. So politic the lyrics.

2011-06-09T20:21:00.000+08:00

Shh quiet, you might piss somebody off
Like me motherfucker, you've been at it for too long
While you feed off others' insecurity
You stand in front of me and bite the hand that feeds

(Self-righteousness is wearing thin)
Lies inside your head your best friend
(heart bleeds but not for fellow man)
Broken glass, your fake reflection

I've had enough its time for something real
I don't Respect the words you're speaking
gone too far, a clone

So how does it feel to know that someones kid in the heart of America
Has blood on their hands, fighting to defend your rights
So you can maintain the lifestyle that insults this family's existence
Well, where I'm from we have a special salute we aim high in the air
Towards all those pompous assholes who spend their days pointing fingers

Fuck You

shh...quiet, you might piss somebody off
Like the heartbeat of this country when antagonized too long
I'll be damned if you count me in
As part of your generous hypocrisy collecting enemys

(Tabloid gossip queen, worthless man)
There's no need for us to bury you
(Selfish agenda, once again)
Right this way, you've dug your own grave

I've had enough its time for something real
I don't Respect the words you're speaking
gone too far, a clone

All the way from the east to the west
We've got this high society looking down on their very foundation
Constantly reminding us that our actions are the cause of all their problems
Pointing their fingers in every direction
Blaming their own nation for who wins elections
They've never contributed a fucking thing to the country they love to criticize

Excuse the obscene, ignore the untrue
Depictions we see, try and get through
Admitting mistakes can hurt
I'm not the last but I sure ain't the first

Shh..quiet, you might piss somebody off

Solo

(Self-righteousness is wearing thin)
Lies inside your head your best friend
(Heart bleeds but not for fellow man)
Broken glass, your fake reflection

I've had enough its time for something real
I don't Respect the words you're speaking
gone too far, a clone

MS and ZV, i like~

2011-06-09T19:44:00.002+08:00

I felt like crying watching this video. I know it's been so long since The Rev passed away. And even though i'm not interested in him at all, this video is really really sad.
R.I.P The Rev.

GD and TOP melt

2011-06-09T18:39:00.001+08:00

Katy Perry.

2011-06-09T17:03:00.001+08:00

Welcome back Tasha!

2011-05-04T18:58:00.001+08:00

Welcome back Tasha!

Omgxxzxzxzxzxzz! It's been eons since i last blog here. I know blogger is outdated alr. But i still prefer blogging here.

Anw, i miss my friends :( My all time favourite girls. We're all separated now. Well, at least some of us are. If you know what i mean. I wish we could all be back together again, like last time. Then it wouldn't be that boring anymore. And we'll have lots of outings. Wouldn't that be fun?

Moonhead is in camp now, or like he said, at work. I dont know why he calls it that. I know you get paid and all, but it sounds so funny to call it work. My baby's having this shooting thing today. He is so not strong. I hope he's doing all right. He said it's hard to pull the trigger with one hand. He has to do it with two hands -.- See how "strong" he is.

If you ask me what i've been doing lately, i'll just say i've been spending my time with Shikin(weekdays) and moonhead(weekends). I spent most of my time with them :)

This year has been fascinating! I ate at fish&co a lot of times alr. Thanks to somebody who loves that restaurant ao much. Next mth, Marche, hopefully. I am yearning for Swiss Rosti :)
Thats all for now.
Will try to update soon.
XoXo

Dieeeeeeeee

2011-01-10T19:53:00.001+08:00

O'Level results were scary!

Have to study hard this year!

GOSH :S

Eve of christmas,

2010-12-24T12:58:00.004+08:00

Oh yes, so now im out huh?
Its okay.
I can live with it.

Firstly, thanks.
Secondly, thank you.
Thirdly, thank you very much.
Lastly, FO.

MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Have you...?

2010-12-24T11:21:00.003+08:00

Have you ever forget your own private blog password?
Cos' i just did. And i can't log in. And now i can't say whatever i want to say. Tsk.

:(

Yesterday...

2010-12-22T10:16:00.003+08:00

Unsurprisingly, i was station to C and D again yterday. But this time with Carine. Luckily it wasn't busy.

A lot of funny things happened like;
Example 1 - Aunty: Look outside. Its snowing. *laughs to herself*
Example 2 - I was upselling the cakes to this old couple.
Me: Would you like to try our cakes? It's on promotion for only $3.45.
Aunty: *laughs* Nvm. Cakes are fattening.
Me: *laughs* oh yeah.
I was wondering why this old lady who is alr old cares so much about her weight.
Example 3 - Involved 9 pax of NS buddies(i think). This guy asked me for the bill. When i presented to him the bill, his friend wanted to feed him cake. The guy looked at me, covered his mouth and said to me not to look while he eats the cake. His other friends laughed. And i started laughing too. Ppl, ppl =.="

Well, that's about all.

2 more hours to hell(work)!

2010-12-21T15:36:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking.
And i've decided to buy a long dress with my next pay. Yay for me! :)

M A L A S N Y A A K U N A K P E R G I K E R J A.
M E N Y E S A L A K U R E P L A C E R E N Z I.
T S K.

Pls don't rain.
Bye.

Boy,

2010-12-21T12:08:00.004+08:00

I want us to always be like this;

happy.

H A T =

2010-12-20T12:14:00.003+08:00

Hidayah Azura Tasha.

17 December; went out with this two sexayyy ppl :)
These are the pictures from Azura's camera. I'm still waiting for photos from Hidayah's camera.

Work yesterday was exhausting! I was stationed to do C & D with Renzi. She finished work at 9pm. So after 9pm, i had to do everything by myself, plus housekeeping for closing. Luckily Wanie helped me with the mopping :)

I love everybody yterday!

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

2010-12-19T13:06:00.004+08:00

Because you just have to keep going.

Im working today. L A Z Y.
I wanna quit real soon. Thought of quitting next week. I feel like fucking that ah beng upside down. Betapa bencinya aku dgn dia. Luckily i do not have to work alongside him this whole week. If not, i would have fuck him upside down. He makes my blood boil. Tsk.

I miss Shahirah Edora :(
Mana kau??!! We need to talk.

Yeah, that's about all.
Adios!

I can't make this over.

2010-12-13T12:29:00.003+08:00

Someone told me to update properly. So i 'll update properly today okay? Since my other posts is filled with videos cos i dont know what to blog about.

Anw, work has been obviously tiring. A lot happened. A LOT!

Watch 'LET ME IN'!
The most stupid story ive ever watched. Evil don't exist. Pls. Load of crap. Even if evil does exist, which i think it does, .......... (blank)

Edora told me to watch 'HISTERIA', the malay version at youtube. Ive watched. Scary shit. You should watch! There was lesbians in the movie. The ghost looked fucking ugly. And yes, i think evil does exist.

Hi,
you want me to update properly right? See, im updating all sorts of crap. Why should i update every single detail of my everyday life when you know so much of whats happening in my life already? Tsk. Babi, babi. I dont know why youre so full of crap yourself. We are so perfect for each other. Both of us are so full of crap. I wish i could cough on your face now so that i could spread my love(germs) to you :)
See you tmr!

Bye.

kevinkevinkevinkevinkevinkekvinkevinkevinkevin...

2010-12-03T09:56:00.005+08:00

What an angel.

*drool*

Look at his face! So freaking perfect!

And his voice...OMG!

K, im done drooling.

Working full shift today with YY and Mai and idk who.

"Hantu" working full shift too. Wth. TAK SUKA~!

I love Kevin Woo.

FTW,

2010-12-02T00:32:00.005+08:00

FUCK. THE. WORLD.

I'm home alone D:

I'm not scared. Fake.

Tmr doing opening. I dont want. I dont want to wake up early.

For once, my phone was very quiet today.

So, i wasnt entertained by stupid crappy msgses or calls from anyone.
The whole freaking day =.="

MANA KORANG PERGI NI??!

Where's all my loyal friends who text or call me every single day?

TSK!

Goodnight!

Liars.

2010-11-30T10:05:00.002+08:00

Hi.

Ppl don't change.

It's just a pack of lies.

Xoxo.

Kevin can dance :)

2010-11-27T22:20:00.004+08:00

Isn't he fantastic?

He can dance, and sing.

He's so talented.

Btw, Kevin's in white.

I love Ne-yo!

2010-11-26T21:48:00.002+08:00

Boy you're so one in a million
You are
Baby you're the best I ever had
Best I ever had
And I'm certain that
There ain't nothing better
No there ain't nothing better than this

Kevin's voice! OMG!

2010-11-26T11:00:00.001+08:00

Webby with petite.

2010-11-24T09:19:00.003+08:00

Jun's screen shot :)

My screen shot :)

Coincidentally, we were both online.

HAHAHAHHAHA!

I looked depressed!

I had the strangest dream ever.

I was somewhere with someone. And that someone kept doing things for me. And there were monkeys, which can talk.

I only rmb that.

Strange?

KEVIN; heart throb.

2010-11-23T23:03:00.001+08:00

He is so pretty, so talented :)I like~!<3

Insomnia~

2010-11-22T23:56:00.003+08:00

Why why why? Why must i do opening tmr? Why must it be at 1030am?

I can't sleep. So, why??????? I'm sure i'm gonna wake up moody tmr.

Why?????

Why me???

I am craving for praline cheese cake and white chocolate passion cake :D

I want ice-cream cake.

I want buy a lot a lot of off shoulder tops.

I want new shorts.

I want a long dress.

I want fish & chips.

I want you <3

1 cow, 2 cows, 3 cows, 4 cows, 5 cows, 6 cows...................................................2976 cows, 2977 cows, 2978 cows.............................................................................................10000 cows.

Still can't sleep.

I love this this this!

2010-11-22T23:20:00.006+08:00

[Chorus]

I'd catch a grenade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

Throw my hand on the blade for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I'd jump in front of a train for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

You know I'd do anything for you (yeah, yeah, yeah)

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same

Yo!

2010-11-13T22:04:00.003+08:00

I know it's been eons since i last blog properly. I dont know what to blog about actually. Muahahahahahahahhaha!

Updates?

I'm working now. Somewhere in singapore. I love working there cos' the ppl there are kaki gereks. My boss is the most adorable boss ever. Im not talking about the bangla, ty. I've ate my fich&chips. At long last!

Well, i dont know what to say alr.

School?

Got promoted. blahblahblah.

Life?

Same old same old, except for work.

I really need new clothes. Im running out of them.

K, now, i really dont know what to talk about.

Bye.

heheheheheheheheheh!

2010-11-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

I love Fish & Co.

=.="

2010-10-17T04:25:00.002+08:00

This blog is getting dustier.

Hi everyone.
My mind is occupied with...idk.
Anw, i went to the beach just now. Best! Someone got darker :) But i still remain the same. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

EOY result! FASTER!

I better turn in now.
Bye~!

...

2010-09-28T21:24:00.000+08:00

Fi,

2010-09-25T21:10:00.001+08:00

I STILL LOVE YOU.
DONT GO.
:(

Should have known you'll give me heartache.

2010-09-24T21:50:00.007+08:00

Lagenda Budak Setan is so so so sad. I almost cried watching it, even though i only watched after part 4.
HEARTACHE AFTER WATCHING THE MOVIE.
:(

I'm a lamb.
Lambs get eaten by lions.
Lobsters are neutral.

Edora, Jun, Asnida, Asrinah, Mira and Shifa, I love you guys.
Thanks for filling up my empty days with craziness.
Night study was fun. Screaming to vent out our anger was the best feeling ever. I manage to feel so much better after that. Even though we do stupid stuff sometime, the laughters we share together bonds us more. You know why? Cos' you guys are my girls :)
And i love all of you for it <3

I want things to be the way it used to be. I hate the internet. I can't take it.
Must endure.

I miss Fi.
Bye.

...

2010-09-22T22:30:00.004+08:00

I'm not afraid (I'm not afraid)
To take a stand (to take a stand)
Everybody (everybody)
Come take my hand (come take my hand)
We'll walk this road together, through the storm
Whatever weather, cold or warm
Just lettin you know that, you're not alone
Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road (same road)

Eminem sungguh hot(Y)

Tapi Kyle Hanagami lagi hot(Y)

PS: Aku tak tengok Kopi Bujang :(

THURSDAY to SUNDAY,

2010-09-22T20:25:00.003+08:00

I feel so worn out this week. No free time! My mornings are filled with school and Mcdonalds. My afternoons are filled with remedials and New York Pizza. My evenings are filled with homeworks and tv shows.
And my mind is filled with Kyle Hanagami and Fi all the time!

Thursday = WATER VENTURE(Y)
Friday = RAYA WITH NADRAH AND FRIENDS(?) havent confirm.
Saturday = HINDUSTAN maybe?
Sunday = RAYA WITH DADDY CHIKARO \m/
I can't wait i can't wait.

Next week would be a crucial time for us all. Exams are coming. There'll be late night studying. I hope. No more messing around in class. I want to get at least 3 As for EOY exam.

Oh well, i wanna watch Kyle Hanagami now.
BYE!

13 is a brilliant number!

2010-09-17T08:37:00.007+08:00

Anw, yterday marks our 13 months of being together ^^
Happy 13 months and 1 day to us ♥

Read this, Fi:

Hello i miss you alr even though we just met yterday thanks for yterday thanks for making me feel special thanks for understanding me thanks for spending over 1000 bucks on me for the past 13 months thanks for being a listening ear when i have problems thanks for being wonderful thanks for putting up with me all this while thanks for everything i love you only you with all my guts(that's what you always say) till death do we part LOL k lame Mwah! PS: PAKATON! :D

I hope you can read what i just typed out. Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.

I want to go out!

2010-09-14T11:37:00.007+08:00

Everyone have 2 different personalities. The good side and the bad side. And they hide their bad side from the ppl they love. But sooner or later, the ppl they love would eventually start to see their bad side.

I AM SO STRESS OUT! I WANT TO GO OUT!

Anyone?

I love my life!

2010-09-09T08:11:00.003+08:00

Yterday was awesome ^^
It was such an enjoyable picnic and i love Mira's sandwiches, Asrinah's fried rice, Edora's hotdogs and Asnida's fish fillets! Let's do this more often! I like~!
Oh and Fi was sweet to buy fries for us. At the right time too. LOL.
Thanks Edora, Amirah, Asnida, Asrinah, Shamin, Aidil and Fi for the awesome memorable day ever ^^
You guys fill up my empty days with L.O.V.E. :D
MWAH!

Anw, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin in advance ^^
If i've done anything wrong towards you, pls pls forgive me.
MWAH!

Kyle Hanagami,

2010-09-08T12:19:00.004+08:00

EDORA! GO LEARN, PLS! :D

ILOVEYOU! MWAH!

Facebook,

2010-09-07T10:19:00.001+08:00

I just edited this just now.
Oh, i love this this this ^^

Muhd Alfifi,

2010-09-07T08:15:00.006+08:00

I LOVE YOU, BIG HEAD.

MWAH!
Let's go to the beach~!
:D

Outdated.

2010-09-06T07:57:00.004+08:00

The dance was awesome ^^ The best experience ever. The ppl backstage was great. Thanks Iqbal for putting up with our nonsense and taking our pics for us.

The performance was fun! Though we cork up a lot cos' we can barely hear the music on stage =.=" LOL.
Next year i want to perform againnnnnnnnnn!

I love my girlfriends \m/
They've been awesome. And all my days were well spent with them. Even though there wont be any more dance performances, i hope we can still continue dancing and being crazy with each other again.
Thanks for filling up my empty days with your laughters and craziness <3 See ya this Wednesday!
AKU CINTA DADDY CHIKARO!!!! MWAH!

Im going Geylang today with my family ^^
Then, meeting Fi for our movie date ^^
Cant waitttttttt!

RAYA'S COMING!
:D
MWAH!

SATURDAY,

2010-08-30T21:25:00.006+08:00

I LOVE SATURDAY ^^

Ate at Tong Seng => Bugis street => Haji Lane => Aladdin; Shisha = GREAT FUN :D
I finally know how to shisha! I think i was too crazy and hyper! I kissed a girl by the name of Mira. Someone did too! LOL.
And when i was in the lift back home, a kid said that i was pretty. A perfect day, with a perfect ending. Bliss ^^ Saturday could not have been more perfect. LOL.

Sunday,
Went to Khoo Teck Puat Hospital to visit Fi's mum. I missed Fi :(
I didn't want to let him go when he sent me back home :( Sad much? Go and cry. LOL. But really really. When we hugged, i don't know why i couldn't let go of him. I want him by my side, forever. Can?

Today,
Normal lessons which ends at 1250pm. Stayed back to do POA class test. Went to meet the rest after test. At 235pm, went to Chemistry lab and did an experiment until 3pm. Went to rehearsal for tomorrow. Ended very late at 6plus.
TIRING DAY.
I briefly got to know my L1R4 points for CA2. Need to buck up.
I kept coughing until i cry. LOL. Pls go away cough. Go away.

AND I CAN'T WAIT FOR TMR ^^

Shit happens. Like...

2010-08-27T22:29:00.003+08:00

Accidentally deleting My BFFs box in fb D:
FEELING USELESS. HOPELESS. SAD.
Like i said, SHIT HAPPENS.
And i'm hoping that the outing tmr would cheer me up :) I know it would.

Anw meet my new husband, LOGAN LERMAN.
He's 19 this year.
He's hot.
ILH. LOL.

I miss Edward D: Jacob's missing.
Feeling-feeling Twilight Saga. What the fish =.="
I'm so lame.
MUAHAHAHAHHAAHAHHA!

Can't wait for tmr!!!! YAY! ^^

Goodnight ^^

Dave Faber \m/

2010-08-26T22:48:00.005+08:00

Hi husband ^^

I love your voice. I love your hair. I love everything about you.
Mwah!
With love,
Tasha.

Im such a shiok sendiri! But i dont care! :D

Guess what?
This little piggy chatted with me. Who? ZULFIQAI SHAH aka Fiqai. LOL. Im typing this down cos' recently hes been really sombong with a capital S with me. What the fish. So-tu-pid Fiqai! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Rehearsal today was awesome ^^ But dancing in front of all the "Ehem" ppl was nerve wrecking!!!! They kept 'Woo'-ing at us until Mrs Kim shooed them off. Padan muka. And it's 'Woo', not 'Boo'(Just so you wont think that i typed wrongly). LOL. They(ada lah) called us 'Sexy Girls'. HAHAHAHAHA! What the fruits.

Oh and,
Saturday = Bugis + Arab Street + Shisha(?)
YAY!

Goodnight!
Bye husband! ILY(!)

Audition,

2010-08-24T20:59:00.003+08:00

WE MADE IT THROUGH!! Im so sexcited :)

Today have been lots of fun.
We practiced and practiced before the audition, and when it was our turn to audition, Mrs Kim just looked at our dance for like 2 mins, told us to stop and said that we made it through(!!). After that, we went to Seletar and got drenched. We played with the water there. It was so unintended. No one planned to get wet. But in the end, everyone got completely drenched. It was like heaven, with the very hot weather :) Get what i mean?
Im so happy Im so happy Im so happy Im so happy Im so happy Im so happy ^^ Im exhilarated Im exhilarated Im exhilarated Im exhilarated ^^
We rock their socks _|_

I'm one happy girl today.

Day 2 of Baybeats was...

2010-08-22T14:57:00.006+08:00

Okay okay okay okay okay okay okay okay.
Chicosci HOT! :D I like~!
Especially the vocalist. Foo!
The rest of the performance was okay. BORING mostly. Met a lot of ppl there. LOL.

Audition is this Tuesday!!! DIE! Need to practice harder at tmr's dance prac.
I'm going to meet Hidayah today. Can't wait! ^^

K lah.
I dont know what to say anymore.
Maybe going Baybeats again? Urgh, BORING! World, make today more fun pls. I'll appreciate it a lot.
BYEEEEEE!

Love the way i lie.

2010-08-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

Im one happy girl.
I love everything thats happening around me.
I love the fight im having with Fi now. Especially that.
I love my results.
Im so happy.
Everything's fantastic.
I can't stop smiling.
Im so full of happiness.
I cant help but to wonder why im so happy.
Im such a lucky lil' girl.
Happy thoughts.

ONE WORD: FAKE.

I feel the total opposite of all that.
When boredom strikes. OMG!
Im one sadistic girl today.
Thank you world ^^
I love you,
Fi :)

Blind.

2010-08-19T22:00:00.003+08:00

"After all this time

I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go"

I want things to be the way it used to. I miss us.
I want things to be simple again. Lately, we've been fighting a lot.
I miss us. Make us come back, pls.
I love you.
XOXO.

FF = Flea market + Fireworks

2010-08-01T17:55:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl :)

I had fun yterday. I looked like one really happy girl ^^ I was happy yterday.
The flea market at Scape was really hot. But we manage to buy a top each which doesnt cost much. CHEAP CHEAP BARGAIN!
The fireworks was awesome :D But a bit boring too cos' it was all over in less than 10 mins. LOL.
Thanks Jun, Edora, Atiqah, Nazri, Khairul Anwar and Farhan for making my day yterday :D

I wish i could watch the fireworks with Muhd Alfifi too D: It'll be so romantic, like New Year last year. We'll kiss under the fireworks. The works! Come to think of it, even his couple friends did that. LOL. I can't believe that we're gonna be together for a year this 16th August. I better believe it :)

Gonna get ready for tmr's Chemistry and POA oral test tmr.
DIEEEEEEEE!

Bye!
:D

Facebook.

2010-07-30T20:58:00.002+08:00

Someone noticed that i love gays. MUAHAHAHAHAHHA! :D

Anw, next week i have POA oral test and i can barely wait(SARCASTIC). I am so not good in oral. There will also be Chemistry test on that day after school. Malas nya nak stayback. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

K lah.
BYEEEEEEEEEE!

Home base learning.

2010-07-28T10:57:00.002+08:00

Im still doing HBL.

BORINGGGGGGGGG!

For your information,

2010-07-24T20:52:00.004+08:00

The pictures are all jumbled up. Don't mind me. LOL.

BUSY, BUSY, BUSY.

TIRED, TIRED, TIRED.

Anw, my lappy is down. And so, i won't be online until it's fix. I'm using my mum's lappy now. MUAHAHAHHAHAAH!

So, yeah.

Going to Zoo next week with Fi :D Can't wait!

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Happy thoughts.

2010-07-12T21:45:00.003+08:00

SPAIN WON! Oh and Holland can go die :)
MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!

I AM SO HAPPY TODAY :)
I think i'm the happiest girl alive.

So,
School is always the best on MONDAY cos' we end at 1250pm. Come to think of it, it's the same timing as NT classes. No offence. I just don't like NT classes. LOL. KIDDING! Anw, i think i talk a lot today in school. You think? LOL.
Fi picked me up from Khatib today. As usual, hangout at Queenstown. Blabber about anything and everything. OMG, I really did talk a lot just now. It was like story after another story. And he helped me with my malay hw. His malay power what, whereas my malay sucks. That's what he said. LOL.

I played Hotel626 for like 15mins just now. Lemah semangat. LOL. I am so kental. I didnt even manage to complete level idontknowwhat. KENTAL! I fell down the staircase. That was the easiest level =.=" I suck at playing games. MUAHAHAHAHHAHA!

K lah.
Can't wait for Friday.
Goodnight.

POWER!

2010-07-11T17:13:00.003+08:00

I love this ^^ Everytime i visit Youtube, i'll search for this band and listen to their songs. I love the vocalist voice. POWER! ^^

On the lappy the whole day,

2010-07-10T22:37:00.002+08:00

IM SO BOREDDDDDD! =.="

I watched 'Whispering corridors 5: A blood pledge' just now. It's a korean horror movie and it was okayokay lah. I didnt really understand the whole story. Confusing cos' the characters look kinda alike.

I miss ___________ :(

Gonna play Hotel 626 tmr. I didn't get to play cos' only ppl aged 18 and above get to play. Im so gonna hack into it tmr. LOL.

Goodnight ppl ^^

BFF!

2010-07-09T20:59:00.004+08:00

New trend: Clip up your fringe and show that wide forehead of yours ^^
LOL.

This upcoming football match; i want Spain to win. Spain MUST win! I made a $3 bet with my sister. She supports Holland while i support Spain. Should i trouble myself and watch the match???? Or should i just find out about the result the next day???? Decisions, decisions.

Today was relentlessly tiring. Scorching hot.
Met up with Fi before he goes off to work with Blink. Hangout with him at Queenstown. Scratched off his dry skin on his head. He kept calling me 'big head'. Lol. He rubbed my stomach cos' i was having cramps. He kept calling me 'big head', still. After that, we headed off to my house and watched tv. He ate, drank and waited for Blink to get ready. At 420pm, they headed off to work.
I miss him alr :(

Uhhh well, i am so bored.
Byeeee.
Goodnight!

Hello ^^

2010-07-07T21:34:00.001+08:00

WTH happen to blogger? There is no toolbar. Sad much. My post today would look mundane. Pardon me k?

SCHOOL: Do not buy Western food anymore from the canteen!!!! The food there suck and taste funny. I wasted 2 bucks on Chicken Chop with rice. Ate a bit and threw everything away. Bought malay rice afterwards($1.80). What a waste =.=" I wasted 2 bucks today. Sheesh. Sheesh. Sheeshus. Oh & I (L) POA! ^^

AFTER SCHOOL: Met Fi and we took 855 back to Queenstown. I know you're not invisible, Fi. HAHAH! After slacking at my house for errr 20 mins(?), he went off to work. So, i didn't really had that much time with him. But, the goodbye kiss was sensational ^^ MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHA! Too much detail. Sorry :)

7pm plus: Edora called me. Complained to me about smtg. LOL. What a person =.=" Not Edora, that person. MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! Jun tak baik!! LOL.

MSN: BORINGGGGGGGG! My chat buddies didn't go online tonight. No one to talk crap with. CAN DIE OF BOREDOM!

FB: Been exchanging comments with Hidayah since yterday. LOL. Tak sabar nak keluar! ^^

ME: I am very happy today. Don't ask me why. I just feel that way ^^ K lah, i tell you. It's cos i get to meet Fi up today. LOL. But, the sad thing is, i miss bestfriend, Zack D:

Uhhhh, well. I AM SO BOREDDDDDDDDDD. This post is super mundane.
Goodnight.
I love Fi very much ;D

Edited: The toolbars are back ^^

When i say that i'm tired, i actually mean that i'm sad.

2010-07-06T21:18:00.006+08:00

Anw,
Only a fool would close an eye and let it go, like me. Seriously.
I told Edora and Jun about it. And Jun said that i should have done something instead of letting it go.
BLEAH.
Don't care alr.
Guys would always be guys.
MUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!

Oh ya! I've watch Eclipse alr. Draggy but romantic ^^ Can cry. Taylor Lautner is so HOTTTTT! Someone was jealous of Lautner throughout the last part of the movie. MUAHAHAHHAHAAHAHHA!
I love his abs ^^ Lautner's abs, not that someone. LOL.

I feel really tired.
Goodnight.

It's not a bad thing to feel that way.

2010-07-05T22:18:00.001+08:00

XOXO

SO SO ATTRACTIVE!

2010-07-02T22:04:00.002+08:00

It rained heavily today. So, i don't know how skaters skate at the skatepark =.=" I saw a few number of them and was wondering how they're gonna skate when it's raining heavily. Lol.

I just finished watching Rumah Dara.
Ratings: 4half/5
Minus half cos' it was gore to the max. Fucking disgusting! But the movie was fun ^^
Thanks to Edora for recommending me ;D

I wanna boast about smtg today.
Mrs Tan YY(Geog teacher) gave me a compliment during her lesson just now. I'm SOOOOOOO proud(FAKE). She said that i'm a smart girl. Tee hee.
Actually it was like this:
Mrs Tan: *Talking about geog and asking questions*
Me: *being attentive and shouting out all the answers*
MT: How is a channel form?
Me: SOIL EROSION!
MT: Uhhhh! Soil erosion! *pause for a while and look at me* Tasha, actually you are a smart girl you know.
Me: *smiling*
I am soooooooo happyyyyyyy ^^

After sch today, Jun, Edora, Naqiyah, Jun's mother and i went to Lot 1. Jun and her mother wanted to buy perfumes there. There was a Body Shop sale! But too bad i didn't buy anything. Lol.

I'm craving for pizza now D:
How?
Somebody treat me, pls? *step cute face*
Bby?

iloveyoufi :) Rmb, i want pizza. Heh.
Byeeeeeee.
Goodnight.

I can't stop eating :D

2010-07-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

My sch celebrated Youth Day today.
It was great. Just what i needed. Edora, Nashirah and i shouted our lungs out today when all the bands performed. There were some disgustingly eerie performance from youknowwho. But overall, it was FANTASTIC. Zack performed too. So that makes it more happening. I didn't know he was so good at playing the guitar. Dr Acula was one of the best band performed. I'm so gonna have a sore throat tmr. Die!
Anw, after recess, we had POA. We played the sushi game. I was the customer. It was fun bargaining with my classmates. Lol.

So, it's been a hell of a week for me. I've been feeling really tired everyday since sch reopened. But it has been a lot of fun ^^ I don't want to trade places with anyone. Lol.
I've met Fi two times alr this week. I don't know why but i think we're getting really close. Lol.

I wanna watch Eclipse ^^
GAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

K loh.
Goodnight!
:D

Birthday Girl.

2010-06-28T21:49:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday NoorShahirah Edora Bte Jamal ^^

Allah selamatkan kamu~ LALALALALALALALA!
LOL.
Love ya!

Anw, after school just now, we had dance prac. Junjun didn't go. I'm gonna kill you!
I had fun practicing our dance moves, esp the A______ dance. Ehem, i don't wish to leak our dance choreo here. MUAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA! Ohh and we still haven't figure out a few more steps for Rude Boy. Any ideas?
CAN'T WAIT TO PERFORM ^^

School tmr. Die.

Goodnight!

Medicine?

2010-06-26T23:26:00.004+08:00

"Shorty im your insulin
Baby im your insulin
i think ya need i think ya need
i think ya need your medicine"

He's been feeling terrible. GAHHH!
I'm a bit piss off. GAHHH! He's making me feel guilty, for nothing D:
And whatever i say to him will only make him feel worst.
I feel so helpless, and useless especially.
GAHHHH!

K, nvm.
Goodnight ppl!
I love you.

The dancer in us.

2010-06-24T21:26:00.003+08:00

I HAVE to update about today.
Dance prac was FUN ^^ I like~!
So, will see you guys next week again!
:D

Fi
is sick. Poor him.
Get well soon bby! Iloveyou!
:D

Sekolah da nak buka :D
Best. Tak sabar.
But holiday hw still havent done yet =.="
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Zack,
i thought we're suppose to go out today? You asked me to accompany you to survey on some guitar stuff. But i've been waiting for your call, and you didn't call =.="
:D

Btw, i find girls who skate very manly. Like Ah Meng. KIDDING! LOL.
Now, am considering whether to continue to learn skating or not. You think?
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

AKU TAK TAHU NAK UPDATE APA ACTUALLY.
AKU MAIN SUMBAT JE APA ADA PAT DALAM KEPALA OTAK AKU.
ENJOY ^^

I MISS CYBERWORLD~ :D

2010-06-19T22:17:00.003+08:00

Push for fart. *FART* LOL. Isn't he cute? :D

Fi's new haircut. Like it? I like~! :D

Fyq said i looked different now. How different? I dont know. I didnt ask. ^^

HELLO PEOPLE!
My blog is rusty! Muahahahhahahahahah!

I got a lot to update about. But i don't know where to start. Everything has been FANTASTIC. I like~! Actually, i forgot how to blog alr. OMG. Muahahahahhahahahahahahaha!

Anw, my obek passed away just now. And i was at his funeral the whole day. It was really interesting. Don't ask me why. The way the funeral was held was interesting. It was really sad too. Even though i wasn't that close to him anymore ever since he lost his memory, ... Sheesh, it was still sad. I wanted to cry, but i didn't. I kept thinking about death, old aged and everything related to death. I should really treasure the ppl around me more. Uhhh, this is just so sad. HAH!

Ppl keep asking me this questions and i keep giving them the same answers:
"How's life?"
- Same old, same old.
"How are you?"
- Okay. Can manage. (FAKE! Padahal i'm AWESOME)
"How's you and fi?"
- Same old, same old. I know you know.
"How's school?"
- Great. I pass my midyear.
"Eaten?"
- Havent yet. (Padahal eaten alr)
These are the only questions that i can think of now.

My brain's getting rusty. I haven't finish my holidays' hw yet. EDORA, BILA NAK BUAT HW SAMASAMA? Monday got dance prac. I can't wait ^^ Ohh and Fi's teaching me how to skate but i keep delaying it. MUAHAHAHAHAHA. AWESOMEEEEEE~!

:D

RESULTSSSSSSSSSSS!

2010-05-28T16:07:00.003+08:00

I'm rotting at home now on Vesak Day, on a Friday =.=" HAHAH!

Anw, i passed my Mid-year exams! :D I'm so happyyyyyyyyyyyy! It's been 2 years i've been failing know. So feel what i feel? LOL.

And, I just wanna pray that Zack would get better soon. He's having this head injury and it's getting worst. I'm so afraid for him. So, get well soon! Sarang hae(whatever that means) ^^

I'll be having my work training on Monday. And before that, i have dance prac :) Ooh, can't wait for the dance prac. Hehe.

My hols would be busied with work, dance pracs and not forgetting meet-ups with my girls, Zack and Fi :)

So, i won't be updating much here. I will be updating more in my private blog :)

So, chow!

Boredom strikes.

2010-05-07T23:39:00.003+08:00

So, i'm totally bored right now.
My parents are still not back yet.
I'm all alone at home.
I need to switch off this lappy quickly.
Fi just texted me saying that he's sorry.
I'm so bored.
I'm becoming an adviser/love guru(i like~!).
I'm piss off now.
K, not anymore. Wakenabeb.
Idiot.
I am perspiring.
I am exhausted.
I am hungry esp.
Where you Blink? Come back quickly.
I'm so bored.
Bye.

MID YEAR EXAMS IS HEREEEEEEEEEE! :O

2010-05-07T20:44:00.003+08:00

I've taken English Paper 1 & 2, MT Paper 1, MT oral, Social studies, Math Paper 1 and Chemistry Paper. I'm definitely going to fail my science. But guess what? I think i did well for my math paper. I like~! All thanks to Noorshahirah Edora :) The Math Geek katakan. LOL.

So anw, i'm glad and relieved that fi and I are fine now.
But WHERE ARE YOU????? Why never text me???? D: Anw, i will always somehow turn my back on you cos' you still owe me 40mins of massage!! Rmb??? Sheesh!
ILOVEYOUPIG :)

I bought this blouse just now. And i regretted buying it D: I don't think it suits me. Sheeshus. What a waste of money. I splurge on stupid stuffs too just now. Was bored so i took my time in Anchorpoint. Hahah. Luckily there weren't that many ppl there cos' it'll be really weird as i went there alone =.="

I need friends who live in Queenstown so i can at least hang out with them when i'm bored and lonely D: I've been feeling rather lonely lately. Cheyyy. But thanks to all those ppl who kept me occupied with their calls, silly msgs and proposal to go out(which i always reject). LOL. I like it when Shasha calls me cos' she always have something to say. I like it when ppl text me randomly cos' it always surprised me that ppl still rmb that i exist. I like it when friends ask me out cos' i somehow feel honored. But sorry for rejecting you. I am just too plain lazy to go out sometimes. HAHAH.
K, this is so merepek =.="

Ooh and i like what i did with my profile up there :D
"I'm happily married to Oliver Sykes. But i'm in love with a boy named Muhd Alfifi. "
Mcm cool kan? Kankankan? :D
HAHAH! K, lame.

That's all folks.
Btw, I hope that Zack and Farah would get better soon.
Byeeeeeee! :D

Always for you to ANYTHING

2010-05-06T21:42:00.003+08:00

Firstly, i LOVE you. Secondly, i MISS you. Thirdly, im so sorry if all this while ive not been making up to you sweetheart. And, dont you ever worry okayyyy...im always back for you, for us, and for a pro-long life. I never forget about you for either a day, an hour, a second, a moment, or even im busy cramping myself:) Remember??? Im always there for you, and im always for YOU. I promise you with all my life, ill neve walk away on you again and never am i going to turn my back on you. But you cant turn your back on me always too okayyy? Im somehow quite tired to massage you!!!!! B bully! But i dont mind though:) as long as i get ever peck of every seconds and moment:) Teehee:P Anyway, thats all i have to say for now, becauseeee...our LOVE is veryveryvery unexplainable you know?! Its so extraodinary:D And i know, only you can love this/that way:) Goodnight! ILOVEYOU FANA! Oops..i mean, Tasha! Peace yaw!

Why oh why D:

2010-05-03T20:32:00.004+08:00

"Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do."

I feel so far away from you now. It feels as though i can't reach you. I hate feeling this way. I don't know what's happening to us. I don't like it. I miss you :( I miss us :( A hell lot. I'm so worried about us. I don't know what to do anymore D:

I want to make things better.

Come back D:

I'm sorry if this post is so emo.

Bye.

Marcos Hernandez.

2010-05-03T20:10:00.000+08:00

"The Way I Do"

Your kiss, your smile, your mind
You're sunlight in my eyes
I miss your breath on my neck
When we whisper in the night

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Your touch, your skin, can't believe the way you let me in
Don't rush tonight, I need you like the ocean needs the tide.

Didn't wanna want you
Didn't wanna need you so bad
Didn't wanna wake up
And find that I was falling so fast
Didn't wanna need you
Didn't wanna need anyone
Now look what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

I always thought I would stand on my own
Climb a mountain top all alone
Relying, depending on no one
Now look at what you've done

Now I can't go on without you
I'm naked, I cant fake it.
I'm not that strong without you
Never thought I could love you the way I do.

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

Never thought I could love you
Never thought I could need you
Never thought I could want you
The way I do

I love you
I need you
I want you
..the way I do
[x2]

So, if i call you a hypocrite, would you accept it?

2010-04-28T21:01:00.007+08:00

It feels like eons since i last updated. Hah. I feel totally =.=" right now. I feel as if i'm on drugs somehow. But i'm not. You know the feeling when you're super tired and bored and you don't know what to do? Uhh, that lethargic feeling. And somehow, i feel very hollow inside cos' "you said this but you're doing another thing". Get what i mean? K, you won't understand what i'm talking about right now and i'm not gonna make you understand :)

Well, i have not been doing anything much this past few days. I feel like a loser with no life D:
And the only thing i'm excited about these days is the journey to and fro school. Why? Cos' there'll be alot of entertainments along the way. Like just now, saw Hidzir in the train. Didn't bother to acknowledge him. Yesterday, a group of guys was being so kecorable in the train. Loooooooooong story. But the bad thing is, we have to reach school before 735am instead of the usual 745am. WTF.

I got no plans for the weekends. I only got plans for Sunday. Ugh! How boringggggggg.
And the one person i wanna hangout with this Saturday is not free. WTH. How bad can life be?
So someone ask me out on Saturday, pls. And Monday too. Maybe on Friday too.
:D

Mid-year is gonna start soon. How terrible D: I'm so not ready for it. I'm not prepared yet. Ugh!
My first paper is this Friday! TERRIBLE!!!! D: Aduiiiiiiii!
So i wanna concentrate on studying now. Hopefully no stupid things would corrupt my brain during this long period of time. Peace! :D

Btw, besok aku pergi sekolah. HAHAH. Merepek.
K, and someone told me to delete off my previous post picture cos' that someone finds it disgusting. LOL. WTH.

I miss...A LOT OF PEOPLE D:
Oh and i got 2 text messages awaiting for me to read since just now. One should probably be from Fiqai besty. LOL.

Goodnight.
Ily, bby :)

P/S: Listen to Only You Can Love Me This Way by Keith Urban. What a romantic song. I like~! :DD

Date with stubborn boy~

2010-04-18T17:59:00.003+08:00

Watched Shutter Island with this guy yterday. Movie rating: 3 and half / 5.
We quarelled a lot but i had fun anw :)
Ohhh Fi, i love you :DD

K, i'm in library with Junjun now. We're studying. Hahah.
BYE!

8 months...

2010-04-15T21:10:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 8 MONTHSARY MUHD ALFIFI BIN A.R. (:
I love you alot alot :)
Anw, our monthsary is tmr but i wanna wish him now. Hehe.
We can last long k b ;D
Iloveyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
:DD

And it doesn't get any better.

2010-04-15T20:40:00.003+08:00

Hello! I've deleted my recent post cos' it's so plain and boring.

Anw, i just have to blog about the date i had with Fifi last Saturday :) OMG. It was awesome! We watched "How to train your dragon" at GV in PS. The movie is fucking cute ^.^ We ate at Marche for dinner. I like~! It was the most expensive meal ever *ehem*. Only me and Fi know. Hahah. After dinner, we walked around town. Fi treat me to a dress from Cotton On :) I like~! And he bought a tshirt for himself too :)
That was the highlights of the date.
I love you, Fi.

Anw, school has been giving me a lot of headaches lately. I need to catch up but i can't concentrate in class D: Today, i was nag at by 2 teachers before and after morning assembly. Bad luck kan? I knowwwww.
Well, i'm so gonna go to school regularly from now onwards. So Atiqah, jgn ajak aku cabut lagi. Ty.

And i'm piss off about something really stupid =.="
Aku gila! Tsk.

So, yeah.
That's all i want to update about.
Bye.

2 words;

2010-04-07T20:13:00.001+08:00

Fuck up.

I feel so tired and fuck up.

WHATTHEHELL.

Vanity.

2010-03-28T18:58:00.004+08:00

I've finally change my blog skin :) I'm not really satisfied with it. Don't care uh. Hahah.

I wanted to go out yterday but my body didn't want to. And when it was 8pm(?) and Blink told me that there was this gig at Cineleisure in the afternoon, i got pissed off for no apparent reason. Stupid hormones. Blink told me that Danceworks were held at Skatepark yterday too. OMG. That totally pisses me off. Why? Cos' i thought there wasn't anything going on in town yterday. Thus i stayed at home. Then i started imagining about the 'what if's i did went out yterday. I am totally a loser for rotting at home on a Saturday while there were a lot of events happening outside =.="
So i've vented out the misconception that happened yterday. But i don't think i feel better. What a waste of a suppose-to-be exciting day D:

Anw, we've finally finished doing our malay project just now. Tapi aku tanak present full stop (:

I'm apparently doing nothing now. How boring! GAH!

I miss ____. Howwwwwwwwwwwww? D: ____ is Fifi lah. Hahah. Btw, fifi and i have been texting each other using "kita awak". Cute or irritating? Both. Sometimes cute, sometimes irritating. Sometimes i feel like he's just a friend. Padahal, padahal (: It's just an opinion okay. But whatever it is, i still love him all the same (:
B, I SAYANG YOU!

I am so random =.="
Bye!

SEXy?

2010-03-24T21:01:00.004+08:00

The holidays were okayokay i guess? Didn't have any money then so it was quite boring. Hahah.
And the most irritating part was that after my holiday was over, it'll be Fifi's holiday. Whatthehell right? Tsk.

Anyway,
18MARCH2010, bowling.
Went out with Junjun and Edora :)
20MARCH-21MARCH2010, East Coast Park.
Overnight with Fifi :)

27MARCH2010, Zulfiqai's birthday :)
I wanna wish him 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE'! :D
I forgot how old he'll be =.=" He'll probably be very old. Hahah, k not. We chatted just now and he said that he's gonna interview at Uniqlo tomorrow. So i wanna wish him GOOD LUCK! Hopefully he'll get the job, rather than acting like a pig at home. Lol. Let's see; i've known him since the last 2 years, i think? Can't remember =.=" And whenever we meet up, we'll talk crap and call each other names. Never fail to do that. Hahah! K, enough about him already.

I'm gonna meet Fifi tmr. Can't wait or what! Oh and will be returning Erawr's deck.
I miss Fifi already D: Wtf. Waiting for his msg now. (I don't know why i'm updating this.)

My new definition of friends:
SIMPLE! THEY WILL ALWAYS BE THERE BY YOUR SIDE.

My new definition of love:
LOVE IS AN ADDICTION JUST LIKE DRUGS.

People tend to talk about someone else, be it good or bad. Walls have ears. You'll hear gossip everywhere. It'll never change right? So apa lagi! Gossip je lah! :DD Hehe.
(This is a pathetic attempt to make my post longer.)

I know i'm so outdated but i'm currently reading Eclipse now.

K, bye!
:D

updatesupdatesupdates :D

2010-03-17T17:54:00.009+08:00

13MARCH2010, Danceworks.

This picture super funny! Look at all of our faces! Lmao.

Joakim Gomez! He hugged me! See that? HAHAH!

Awesome day well spent with Edora, Junjun, Wardah and Fifi :)
So Lady Gaga right our dancers? HAHAH! I don't know who won the competition. But what the heck, i had fun :D
Highlights of the day was:
- went out super early(1030am). That's a first.
- that skater guy who looks like Justin Bieber. And we suspect that he's malay! Omg!
- the guy who looks like a butch. That's what Junjun said. HAHAH!
- the gossip about Fifi's friends. Tsk. Tsk.
- not forgetting, the camwhoring! :D

14MARCH2010, followed Fifi to Ilham's bbq at East Coast Park.
I got no pictures for that cos' i don't know anyone there. There were pictures of me and Fifi but i haven't taken it from Fifi yet. I had a nasty stomachache that night. That really was the end of my wonderful day/night there. Stupid stomachache.

Anyway, i'm literally broke now. No money, no fare, no whatsoever. A bit scared to asked my mum for money since i've not been doing any chores at home =.="

Tomorrow have to do malay project. Plan to meet up with Edora and Junjun somewhere. We still haven't plan anything yet. HAHAH! Gonna plan later. So, yeah.

16MARCH2010, 7 Monthsary with Muhd Alfifi :)
Foo, we made it this far! I like~! Even though we didn't celebrate it lavishly yterday(we just met up at my place), just being beside him is lavish enough for me ^.^ I wouldn't dare ask for more. I love him a lot. A hell lot, even if i feel like strangling him myself sometime. Hahah.
I love ya, Fifi :D

"shikin: tasha! i miss you!!!!"
I miss you too, b! Always busy working D: No time to go out anymore D: HAHAH! Meet up soon yeah? :D Miss ya alot know.

I can't wait for Friday! Don't know why. Hehe.
K, bye!

They always telling me to be true with you.

2010-03-07T21:07:00.002+08:00

B, i don't need a parachute when i've got you. *Smiles widely*
Even if you're annoying like Annoying Orange, even if your head is the same size as a very huge watermelon(*winkwink*), even if you eat f-ing slow like a girl(i eat faster =.="), even if you talk crap most of the time, even if you got a wide range of girl friends(i'm not jealous), even if you slap my face for no apparent reason, even if you're small and short(LMAO), even if you forget me sometimes, even if you smell bad(so far you smell nice, not bad) etc etc.
It's so fun to criticize you, b. Hehe.
I love you very much Muhd Alfifi.
Ain't i sweet huh huh huh? :)
K, see ya soon. Iloveyou.
:D

I only made it up cos' it's true.

2010-03-07T15:17:00.004+08:00

I went out with Watermelon yterday. Who's Watermelon? Fifi! :D Lol. He's called Watermelon cos' of his big head. Hahah. Anw, i kinda forget what happened yterday =.=" Stupid STM. But what i remembered was that we walked everywhere non-stop. I mean, we did sit and hangout but we walked most of the time. Oh and when we're eating, Fifi ate very slowly. Slower than me. He eats so fucking slow, like a girl. Maybe worst than a girl. Hahah. Yterday was his dumbdumb day. He was so dumb most of the time. But he's always dumb =.=" Lmao. Okay, maybe i should stop criticizing him and actually blog about yterday :)
Here it goes:
We actually wanted to watch Fifi's friends' band performed at Esplanade Library but we came a tad too late. But he managed to talked to some of his friends. Blahblahblah. Took pictures around Esplanade there. Then i was hungry and wanted to eat at PS. So we walked there. Saw Erawr eating at LJS in PS. After we ate, walked back to Esplanade and watched this gig organised by Noise. We got bored so we walked to Boat Quay and Clarke Quay. We got bored there so we walked back to Esplanade. Watched Blind Meets Mute. After that, we walked to Raffles Shopping Mall(Idk what the mall is called). Then i got bored there so we walked to Suntec City and hangout at Fountain Of Wealth. Then he sent me back home.
Ta-da. That was yterday. A day well-spent with Fifi aka Watermelon head :)
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH B! :D

Tmr i end school at 1030am due to idk what. Cool or what right? But idk if it's true or not cos' someone sent a text msg to my mum about that. I wanna go meet Shasha tmr.

Oh and Shasha and i have been planning about her birthday celebration. Gosh, i miss her a lot. Anw, she planned to have food and all on her birthday. Duhhh. I suggested to celebrate it at the beach so at least it's something. She said that all the bbq pit was fully booked. Whatthehell. So i suggested to just cook food at home and bring it to the beach, like a picnic. Well, we still dont know if we're gonna do it or not. It all depends on Shah now. Hopefully he gets his pay ASAP!

Anw, 6 March was Ilyas's birthday. I wanna wish him a very happy birthday. Hopefully he'll meet someone who deserves him.

Ohh and tmr is Azuera's birthday. I got no phone to wish her :( I can't remember her number. Die. Hahah. Anw, i wanna wish a veryvery happy birthday to Azuera the shorty :D Lol. K, maybe it'll be better if i wish her on Fb now. Hahah.

So, yeah.
Bye!

Love, imy!

2010-02-28T19:21:00.007+08:00

I remembered Jason Castro from American Idol, but dont know which season.

I like this song better than the rest of her songs.

Anw, i went out with Eeqah(i'll call her that since i know a lot of Atiqahs) yterday. Met her up at Somerset. Our main plan was to look for clothes at Forever 21. After picking up some clothes that we like, we decided to try looking at Cotton On instead. After stressing about the two shops, we ended up buying the same clothes, but different colour blouse at Cotton On. Walked to PS and ate there. I couldn't finish my food cos' i was too full. So after that, we decided to walk to Boat Quay. Walk, walk, walk but sat at Esplanade instead. Was too tired to walk to Boat Quay. Yeahhhh. Hah! We talk, talk, talk. Talk about everything, anything. We took the train to Admiralty cos' i wanted to meet Fifi. But it was canceled last-minute when we were already in the train. Got a bit pissed off but it's okay. I endured. So we headed to Woodlands instead. After that, we we went back home.

I miss Fifi. A hell lot D: Urghhhhhhhh! I dont know why we always fight D: Urghhhhhh!
Endure. Endure. Endure.

I wanna change phone. Mama said that if i do well for my exams, i can get whatever i want. My uncle said that too. So i wanna study really hard and get a new phone :)
So far, i failed my physics paper by half a mark. Pathetic much? Teacher could have just let me pass =.=" Idiot. Hopefully i pass the rest of the subjects.
Must endure. Endure. Endure.

I miss Shasha. She's been busy with work and her bf. Tsk.
I miss Eeqah already. How? Tsk.
I miss my bf. How? Tsk.
I miss my phone. How? Tsk.
I miss Jun Jun. How? Tsk.
Endure. Endure. Endure.

D:

P/S: I'm not looking-forward to go to school tmr. WHETTHEFUCK! Help? D:
Endure. Endure. Endure.

P/S P/S: I think my new favourite word is 'endure'. Hahah!

D:

D:

Besides Oli Sykes, he's hot too.

2010-02-26T22:11:00.003+08:00

Christofer Drew Ingle.
He's 19. He's smokin' hot. And in this pic, he's covering his nipples. Lol.
True enough?
:D
Sigh. Infatuation. Hehe.

FriendsHIP?

2010-02-26T21:23:00.006+08:00

True friends.

"If your friend found someone new to hangout with and ignores you(as if you're invisible), they're not call true friends. True friends do not leave you even if they have new friends to hangout with. Instead, true friends would stick by your side no matter what" -Atiqah :)

I like her logic. Been chatting with this girl and she's so awe-inspiring :)

My phone was confiscated by this teacher named Ms Norin. Or is it Nordin? Whatever lah. I feel like punching and kicking her just for the heck of it. Wtfuckkkkkkkkkkk. It's been like 2 days since i went to school =.=" Ya, 2 days. Thursday and Friday. I didn't skip school cos' of my phone. I was sick on Thursday. Today, i was just plain lazy to go. Sigh.

Btw, i've deleted the previous post cos' i posted it out of anger, and now i find it really embarrassing cos' it's childish =.="

Goodnight!
I miss Fifi :(

The weekend :)

2010-02-21T19:43:00.004+08:00

I love this weekend cos' my 50bucks was gone in 2 days time. Awesome much? Hahah.

Before i forget, i wanna relish my day today.

I had awful fun with Azuera, Ashikin and Asnida just now :DD Two thumbs up! We celebrated Asnida's birthday. Ate at Pizzahut at Causeway Point. We ordered Meat Galore cheesy lava and criss cross fries. Yummmmmm! :) After eating, we took pictures and all. And then, we heard the birthday song and out came Asnida's cake. Asnida was super shocked. Her face was priceless. Lol. Asnida attacked me with the cake. There were chocolate mousse on my hair. Even after cleaning it, my hair got tangly. Hahah. After everything, we sat in Woodlands library and talk and talk. We talked about some awful and shocking stuffs about kids this days. Tsk. Pictures are with Azuera cos' we took them using her camera.

Anyway, i went out with Atiqah yterdar. Had dinner at KFC and we walked to Esplanade. Ohh and i saw Junjun's bf, Unta. Hahah. Headed off to watch Chingay. ZFL and Farah took part in the parade. I saw them. The parade was awesome! I like! :DD Hahah. After the whole thing finished, we walked to Boat Quay and we saw Aie! I miss him, mannnn. Said hi to him. One of his friends looked at us as if he has never seen a girl before. Funny sia. After that, we walked back and went back home.

Oh and Fifi was warded in the hospital for a few hours yterday. I feel so bad cos' while i was out having fun, he was in the hospital D: What a gf i am. Tsk.
Get well soon,b. I love you.

Tmr, Physics and SS paper. I better study now.

Bye!

I miss you D:

2010-02-18T21:43:00.002+08:00

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And i miss you a lot :(

Things i never knew.

2010-02-18T21:17:00.003+08:00

Hellooooooo! I know i've been MIA-ing for a very long time from cyberworld. Anyone miss me? HAHAH! K, not :) But i miss cyberworld a lot D: Lol.

School has been okayokay, i guess? I'm getting sick and tired of school. School gets on my nerve, like seriously. But i need to endure school for 2 more years. For the sake of entering Poly and getting myself a diploma.
Endure Tasha. Endure Tasha. Endure Tasha.

CNY at school was awesome :DD
I like everything. The indian dance to the chinese dance all. Eveything!
I love the way Cikgu makeup for us :)
Will be performing again this Sat for some Hongkong students. Can't wait :)

Junjun and i went out on 12 Feb.
Studied at Esplanade library >> Camwhore at Esplanade rooftop >> Ate at LJS >> Disturb Zul who was working at 313@Somerset >> Hangout at skate park.
I like, i like, i like ;D

My Valentine was well-spent with Muhd Alfifi :DD
Even though it was fucking tiring, i had lots of fun. Hehe.
The next two days after Valentine's Day was our 6th Monthsary and we celebrated it together again.
I can't believe that we've been together for 6months, since we fight a lot. But we made it to 6 motnhs! :DD I'm glad. Tee hee.

Ohh and this Sat is Asnida's birthday!! Gonna celebrate it with Azuera all. Reunion :D
Can't wait, can't wait! :DD

Bye!

Boredom.

2010-02-11T12:58:00.002+08:00

Meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Only meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
And youuuuuuuuuuuu.

:DD

All i wanna do is to bang my head on the wall.

2010-02-11T11:59:00.005+08:00

"It's not true. It doesn't seem that way. Don't jump to conclusions."

Can i do that? I mean, bang my head on the wall? Tsk, tsk.

School has been A-MA-ZING :D I like, i like. Hehe.
I'll be performing for CNY tmr. Cool or what right? Hahah. But i'll be doing malay dance. I'm not the lembutlembut type but what the heck, i'm so gonna perform for CNY :DD I can't wait!

While i was browsing through the net just now, i stumbled upon something that pisses me off to the max. It was kinda irritating and frustrating to watch. I don't wish to share it with anyone. NOONE! :) I still feel irritated at it, but i don't give a damn anymore :) I don't wanna dwell on it any longer anw.

If you ask me about my life, i would simply say that it revolves around school. Go figure :)

I wanna meet him! Damn him! :D

Bye!

bbylove.

2010-01-31T22:43:00.001+08:00

"There's never an ounce that i breathe without thinking about who i could have been with you."

That bf of mine is one silly boy. Hahah. He is super crazy. Hahah. He entertains my crap. Stupid =.=" Hahah. I will still continue to annoy and shout/laugh loudly into his ear. Hahah. I will continue to be noisy. I love being irritating :) Hahah. I love it when he piggybacks me. Torture, torture. Hahah. He sleeps like a pig. Hahah. He's small and short. And he hates it. Hahah. Oh and he eats like a girl! :O So fucking slow. I think i eat faster than him. Lol.
Whatever it is, i L-O-V-E him very much :D

K, i'm super bored. Pardon my crap about my bf up there.
Goodnight!
I got school tomorrow D: Lazy! Gah!
Bye.
:DD

Camp :D

2010-01-31T15:29:00.015+08:00

Camp @ Kota Tinggi Resort was super fun! ^.^
1st day:
Ice breaker - Got to know each other.
Rebirth - We have to go over the other side of this super huge tyre without touching the tyre. Everyone did a good job at it :D
Idk-what-whale - 7 ppl in a group have to balance on this big plank of wood. I think my group did their best :D
Nature Rumble - We have to step out of our comfort zone and dirtied ourself with mud. Yeah, mud. It was super fun :D
Jetty Jump - You should know what jetty jump is =.=" It was the first time i did it. I'm proud of myself cos' i actually did it :)
Night walk - We had to do solo walks. Which mean we have to walk alone and follow the green neon light stick in the middle of the forest. I did it with Edora since the insructors said that girls can walked in pairs. To tell you truth, it wasn't scary at all =.="
2nd day:
Lake kayaking - I like~! My kayak which consists of Edora and Wei Ting capsized a lot of times. Why? Cos' we purposely did it. Why? Cos' it was fun :D
Indiana Jones - We had to cross the lake using 4 planks and there were 7 thingy floating in-between for us to cross on. Uhhhhh, idk how to explain the game. So it's for me to know :)
Teamtanic - Build our own raft. Our raft was solid uh! :D We had a race and we have to switch our raft with the other class' raft. It was a GG. Everyone won :)
Jetty jump - Wei Arng(Our male instructor) was super nice to let us do it again. Super fun! I like jetty jumps!
Briefing on trekking and visit to Kampung i-forgot-the-name.
Campfire preparation.
3rd day:
Trekking - It was super hot. Trekking to the kampung took us almost 6 hours to reach.
Kampung - My class did bookmarks and keychains.
Campfire - Super fun! They said our class had the best performance :) Woo hoo! The boys did their skit and the girls dance to Replay and then Terence danced and all of us did the Billy Banjah dance and our class cheer :DD
4th day:
Took pictures after Mr Lim gave us our phones back.
Click here to see the pictures.
BACK TO SINGAPORE! :D
Fifi picked me up at Khatib. How sweet :D

I'm so gonna miss my two instuctors, Wei Arng and Qyn D:

The 2 recent previous post was posted by Fifi :) Awwwwww. Thanks b! I missed you when i was busy camping D:
I love you very much b :D

Oh and i'm so dark from camp D:
Hate it!

BYE!

IM MISSING YOU, MY CRAPPYPIE!!!

2010-01-28T10:21:00.002+08:00

B!!!!!!! quick come back home you idiot!!! Hahahahaha! Man, i just dont know yet what to blog about. But, im sure i have lots to blog about my only crazy dumbass girlfriend! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahhahahahaa! Oh yeah..i got gig on the 7th of february, so hopefully i can get for you tickets to watch or maybe you just sit at home and wait for me to come back home k? I honestly cant wait for you to come back to annoy me and listen to your one and only hit stupid radio station of yours! hehehehe! i may be kinda mean at this part, but i really miss it so much! andandand, im sure you have lots to talk about your camp when you came back right??? ape kate valentines day kita tidur pat rumah je??? boleh??? birthday i baru kita keluar!!! if only you agree, i would definitely slap some mind into your head! byeeeee! i love you babe! remember, only you!

grrrrrrr!!!!

2010-01-26T15:26:00.001+08:00

this few days, she have been soo annoying and noisey. I just dont know why? what happen? or what she wants? can anyone please imagine, sitting down quietly and suddenly this crazy girl came to you and talk crap, laugh loudly into your ear drum and whats worse, she cough in the face of yours!!!!! wth seh b! But, frankly..its fun though:) haahaha! you know i got nothing else to say but only swet sayins coming out from my mouth:):):) I REALLY LOVE YOU SO MUCH TASHA!!! andandand...im sosososo sorry that recently i cant make it up for you:(:(:( i promise i will soon okaay!!! smirk always k b! ill update moore aite, im busy with my fyp for now. toodles!